Monday, July 23, 2018

A Fear, Few Smiles and Few Tears



“This dog bites”, the moment I heard this, I ran back to my room and kept my bag. Slept straight for two hours.
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My morning started fantastic, I was full on ready for the day and to my amazement, I even ironed my clothes today (may be this deviation from the original behaviour was the hint that this day will not go as I have planned).
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Back to the dog. I do not fear God but I fear gods and dogs. Moreover, my fear is really simple. I do not know any Meta physics of this fear neither I want to. Dare anyone say me that do not fear dogs? It’s mutual. They do not like me and I do not like them. I can change my entire plan of the day if a dog is sitting on the stairs and I get to know that it bites. What else can be this simple?
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When my second good morning happened after I woke up. I tried to make sense of the dream I saw. A hospital, there was a weird apparatus. There were few wires connecting my brain to the dog and dog in turn was connected to the machine. That machine was known for articulating what dog feels about people and it was believed in that hospital that dogs know it all about the world. I was asked by the doctor to close eyes and think about my fears. I tried to think in my dream which I vaguely remember. But I remember few things which machine said: she wants all the attention of police & law and order, she is afraid of betrayal and yoga. But as much as I know myself, I have strong repulsion from law and order and police since my childhood and I love yoga. The only thing true was that I am afraid of betrayal and this is no brainer, most of the people are. Freak dream for a freak day. Anyways! I give equal damn to dreams and reality after a point.
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The afternoon went reading and my brother recommended me to watch all the episodes (as I already watched one on the You Tube)  of “Yeh meri family” by TVF  and went to library. I still kept studying, as I wanted to catch my plan for the day. Thought of taking a bit break and downloaded TVF Play. Next what I know is that the time was just flying back and forth. Such a time trip it was. Back to childhood. Back to that home, that school, those birthday memories, first crush and that one childhood friend (the best friend, the story teller, the advice messiah). The time swings of emotions and lovely tears. So much to relate, almost everything. The importance of family, siblings and those summer vacations. Kya din the!. Thank you TVF. Thanks a lot for making this series. I cried almost in the end of every episode. An extremely warm and beautiful weaving of the emotions. Songs are so sweet and the title track is simply overwhelming.
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When credits of the final episode were over it was 7:30 PM. So the lovely day which started with a beautiful morning, a fear break, sleep in Brunch and Studies in lunch got converted into an evening without tea and mixture of  my favourite smile and favourite tears with a lovely TV series. Now, thought of seizing the day by writing a blog after a long break.

P.S.:  Is this a Monday? J